Chapter 35: Things That Keep Me Going~

(Thursday, 01:44 AM - 17/02/2010)

Hi guys!! I'm not suppose to write a blog today because this morning I got a date!! :P

Just back at home yesterday, and already busy with updating the website. YES! I manage to replace the forum with new one, and you guys can upload avatar now ^^

Very very tired on my journey back to my hometown, I'm not enjoying the holiday, poor hotel, I got cricket on my noodles, very heavy traffic, I cant sleep well, hot day + blackout in the night, I don't get to visit place I want to because my mom don't want to T_T and lastly when we arrive at waterfall site its already dark (TOO FAR!!) owh....and lots of small argue with my mom :D (keep changing plan)

This morning, my mom ask me how long more I need to make Cesaga a profitable work. (I think she fed up already to support everything by herself - single mother) Yeah I still give her a same answer over and over again, Just give me this year.....rejected loan is not help the situation at all. SERIOUSLY!

I know that I put to much time and money on line, but something tell me if I keep on doing this, the day will come when this manga finally rolls all funds that we invest and make some profit, and maybe make some otaku hepy reading Cesaga :D

Yes we got lots to improve, very many things to update, more feature to put, but we cant do that without your help. I don't want to be pushy but if u got youtube account please subscribe to us www.youtube.com/cesagaweb if u like to support us and if u like Cesaga manga to continue on its production.

This year I will make sure to get 50 chapters and lots of readers/supporters/fans, its not big deal for professional that got funder...but for us that move on our own ITS HARD!!!

I'm not looking for sympathy, but I looking for supporters, lots of em' ...... 

As we reach more chapter, we improve on the story and the drawing. This year will determine if it our last year or first year. I get lots of 'NO' from company, no response from people, and critics from haters. But they will not stop me, because I still got my own supporters and my time. I make sure to prepare the best for this year, work overtime, shut my ears and eye......& keep on what I do best.....managing Cesaga.

I hope u guys understand, Thanks for everything ~ For my supporters, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! You are my bones that keep me going~~~~!!

DORAE