Chapter 33: Dorae's Day

(Wednesday, 06:49 AM - 27/01/2010)

Yo!! I can't sleep today and its been several times I on and off the computer (No Idea why). Maybe because I want to share something else with you guys. If u guys read the forum maybe u already know that I didn't get the business loan. Well....before they send the mail to me I already know the answer.... that the reason I cursing them on my blog after the interview day haha (I don't think it will be appropriate so I deleted it) 

Why I write my blog today??

After spending more than 10 hours a day everyday for Cesaga.... Seems like my work didn't pay off. I'm doing the update at www.smackjeeves.com and what happen? People keep unfan the comic. At twitter the more I update...the more people unfollow me....what?? why?? @ youtube even we got more than 800 subscriber but less than 100 came to watch....comment?Need to guess?Ya you're right less than 10 LOLX!  And then I struggling changing the website layout + reply all the comment in forum....but then....almost none came to reply back.

If U guys ask me did I sad or give up because of the situation.... the answer is YES!!.....

U're guys think wrong...well it get me stronger and immune to haters.....I always smile even in tough situation.

Yeah it does bother me why it happen, the comic is free.....and I pay all my workers, website maintenance, office rental, all drawing stuff and gain nothing (woah we almost out of funds). I put all my effort, time, and money for this.....it turns out that it not good enough. I'm not a person that always argue with things like this.....but I need your guys support for us to move on. I get lots of pressure doing this project my stress level getting higher and higher(as a Psoriasis patient it did not help much) .....my family, cousins and friends......they can only hope for miracle to happen for Cesaga HAHAHA....for me I stand still with my hard work and my love for manga. Maybe not now, but someday Cesaga will be one of the manga with a good listed category and Anime (YES YES!! haha). Well that what most of the manga artist had to faced.....Tite Kubo (Bleach artist) is a good example.

Every night I can't sleep thinking what is going to happen to Cesaga. Well to think that I start this project because of my love in manga..... now, it does not bother me at all....the critics, haters, trolling, spamming, all the people that push Cesaga away you're much welcome. I'll be continue on this project whether u like it or not, no sponsor, no investor, no loan, I will try and find way to continue make it (It hard but I will try!!). Now I don't care, the focus stay with Cesaga.

Published? Thanks for the supporter, well we don't have enough funds to do that. If u guy have any contact that we can deal with let us know!! It's important to us!!

Dorae